Wednesday, January 24, 2007 @ 11:11 PM
This morning, I read about Esther. I really admire her spirit. How much she really loves her people to the extend of risking her own life. How true it is, that when we love God and our people with all our heart, God will surely Bless us. Look at the way how she's been Blessed. Because of her wholeheartedness, God Blessed her and those under her.
Powerful woman of God.
Today, I met the girls up at RC void deck. Gave them a short teaching about S.O.W, and checked out with their S.O.W status. After meeting the coreteam, I walked around with Ruijun for about an hour(spent time with her! :D), and then i walked home from RC. Yeah, you got me right. From serangoon all the way to Eunos. On foot. :D
It was an enjoyable journey. I've been speaking to God throughout the three-hour journey. It's been so long since I've talked to Him this much, and I'll say it's real cool. I spoke to Him about everything I ever wanted to tell anyone, and I felt myself much closer to Him. This time around, it was me speaking to Him a lot, but well, I heard His replies too. But most of the time, I was talking. I needed to talk to someone about just everything in the world. And now, I chose to talk to my Best Friend, Jesus.
It's just great talking to Him and spending time with Him. I felt so much closer to Him. I know He's there.
God gave me a vision, and we made promises to each other. (: That's so awesome, eh?
God, I'll go where You lead me. Just mould me and guide me. Help me through it all.
I love You. (:
I got a feeling. A feeling that's something major's gonna happen. I got a feeling I'm going to receive quite a big news. And it ain't exactly very pleasing nor unpleasant. =/ God, bring me through, eh?
Hey. The way you talk to me now is so different from the past. You've been treating me oddly. Why? I sense you've got judgement on me, and because of this, you're making me drift away from you. I want to talk to you, I want to share with you- but you ain't responding the way I wanted/hoped. You've been treating me oddly. You're not the person I used to know. And I'm sad about it. You no longer love me the way you did. I know you've got judgement on me, I sense it. The way you talk to me... Like you're discriminating, as if I did something real wrong. But sometimes, you gotta think, you're quite inconsistent in your decision. I can't go to you to talk about it, so I'll just blog, hopefully you know who you are. But in any case, I still love you.